January 2010
“Sometimes it’s hard to see the lines we’ve drawn
until we’ve...”
I'm Not Falling Apart
Today is my mom’s birthday :) We went to dinner with all her friends at my uncle’s restaurant in Cerritos. My uncle served us SOOO much food it was ridiculous, it was like a 10 course meal. Haha I felt like I barely ate but I was so full. I didn’t really have anyone to talk to but it was fun listening to the adults talk, and seeing how happy my mom was around everyone. It was...
“If you really believe in yourself, you don’t have to bring other people...”
– Glee
“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still doing things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”
I just finished “The Perks of Being a Wallflower”. I loved it. It was so interesting &...
“Get your head out of your ass…it’s not a good look.”
Perfectly Lonely
I think each day gets easier. I like how I take notice of every little thing that goes on around me now, makes me appreciate everything so much more, which is the way it should be :) I’m done with the negative energy and fake bullshit, and I’m so much better off without it all. I’m only interested in what is real. Real people, real feelings, that’s it, that’s all...
“You shouldn’t have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a...”
– Sex and the City (via runawaytrain)
The Little Things
Make me :)
Tonight I went to go run some errands with my mom, which I usually pass on but I figured it would be nice to spend some more quality time with her. She dropped me off at the bookstore for a while so I could pick out something I want to read. I’ve always loved reading but I never seem to anymore. I decided on “The Perks of Being a Wallflower” and “LA...
“So many of your choices are motivated by fear, you know like one wrong move and...”
“Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, and don’t put up...”
Just waiting for that light at the end of the tunnel.
“The most beautiful people are those who have known defeat, known suffering,...”
I’m going through change.. a lot of it. And even if I really hate change, I guess it’s for the better. The truth? I really hate school, I’m so sick of most of the people around me, it seems like everyone is full of shit nowadays, the people I thought would stick with me through everything haven’t been there at all, my classes and grades are shit, I’m technically...
“Sometimes it’s easier for me to pretend than to face my feelings. Sometimes its...”
– via (runawaytrain) (via acontradictionofperfection)
fashionfever:
angienatalie:
Justin Bieber...
It’s almost 3 am and I have to be up by 9 for the gym. It’s always so hard for me to settle down and go to bed every night unless I’m really tired. I just wanted to make a list of the things I absolutely NEED at the moment since I will (hopefully) be going shopping later today!
Clinique eye cream
Clinique 3-step skin system. I ran out and now my skin’s always super dry...
Today was a school-free lazy day :) Woke up and wanted to make food to bring over to the bestie’s, but it was raining way too hard. So I ended up making myself instant noodle while I watched TV. Then I drifted into my daily bed + computer routine..and ended up falling asleep. Woke up to clean a little bit and then went to dinner with the fam. After dinner I got my Starbucks, had a little...
“Remember that people love in different ways..”
“All I’m after is a life full of laughter.”
I just had a heart to heart talk with my mom. She said we need to talk for an hour everyday from now on. That should be interesting lol. It’s amazing how emotional I get when it comes telling my parents how I really feel, because I’ve never been good at expressing myself in that way. It’s way easier for me to just put up a front all the time than really opening up. That applies...
“If you’re not happy with how your living change it. Don’t live life...”
“All that is gold does not glitter and not all who wander are lost.”
“When I look in the mirror, I see change.”
“For what it’s worth, it’s never too late or in my case, too early to be whoever...”
Live & Learn
I hate: -wearing clothes -ketchup -cinnamon gum -flip-flops -being late -coach purses -liars -too much facial hair on guys -sweet talk -bootcut/flare jeans -cliche/meaningless tattoos -fakes -eggplant -raw fish -girls who can’t take their fakeup off -piercings in the weirdest places
I LOVE: -MUSIC -getting butterflies -the beach -simplicity -skinny legs -red velvet cupcakes -neck tattoos...
“When I’ve got nothing better to do after so much dramatic things have...”
Just Because.
Just because she makes fun of herself doesn’t mean she’s completely comfortable with herself. Just because she walks alone to class doesn’t mean she doesn’t have any friends. Just because she laughs all the time doesn’t mean shes annoying. Just because people talk about her, doesn’t mean she likes it. Just because she gets a lot of attention, doesn’t mean she is an attention freak....
“What goes up…must come down.”
“I forgot…but now I remember”
I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me.. sometimes I just want a hug.. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me — when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true...
“Everything is beautiful in it’s own way.”
Today was a productive day :)
I’m a happy happy girl.
Nothing is even close to being perfect but I can finally say I am content with where I am. I finally realized that avoiding your problems won’t make them go away. I just need to accept responsibility, get my shit done, and move on. Graduation is getting nearer and I CAN NOT wait! Ahhhh. Oh, and this weather is ridiculous.....
“I am full of flaws..stitched together with good intentions.”
